Tuesday, September 7, 2010
It's been 5 years since I decided I wanted to become a nurse. Yet, 4 years later, I haven't made any progress towards that goal. I can't go back to school because we can't afford it. Between daycare and the tuition, we'd be under water before the sun went down for the day.
I was asked by my husband to watch one of his friend's kids so the guy's wife could go to training for her new job.
I'm not sure I'm cut out for this SAHM/SAHW stuff. It's like I spend my day yelling and screaming at two kids. My husband said he understands but I honestly don't think he does. No matter how I try and explain it, it never comprehends to him like it does in my head.
I pray things get better cause I'm sick of hating the decisions I've made.